It's not a joke that the title says this is Curbchek's "darker, meaner cousin." The fact that such sick fuckers live in this world is hard for me to handle - I can't imagine being Zach Fortier or any other cop who has continuously seen things like the ones in this book. No wonder it haunts them. This shit is going to haunt me, and I've only read about it. Chapter 2, in particular, I can't seem to get out of my head.
I thought I was going to be able to write a better review than this one. Apparently, that's not going to happen. I can't find the words to convey how horrifying yet utterly compelling Curbchek-Reload
is. While I was reading it, I put it down quite often - not because I didn't like it, but to process things. Just - go read it. I'm going to quit rambling and tell you to just go read it. It will make you see things differently.